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I've been qualified for the past two and a half years, and I've been working for the same hospital ever since as a pharmacist, did my band 6 rotation and was promoted last october to a senior rotational pharmacist role, band 7, that is. I've done both the pharmacy practice certificate and diploma, and now I'm working in the field that I always wanted to work in - oncology.
All this may sound perferct, but let me tell you something, I am so miserable in my life, I find it hard to love my job, everyday is like the same day before, the future looks like the british weather and sometimes I even think there is no future, unless I do something about it.
you see, before I reached my current post, I was sedated by the aspects of persuing a goal in my career, and the learning process played a large role in keeping me happy. Now that i have reached my destination, I have hit a brick wall. Don't get me wrong, oncology pharmacy is a good career, but it is working for the NHS that kills me.
They say that to enjoy life, you should enjoy the little things in it. It is the exact opposite in the NHS, it's the litte things that make my job so distasteful. You will know what I mean when you try to do something creative and fresh then get hit by a wall of bureaucracy, when you try to book an educational course and your boss refuses even to give you the time off because of the shortage in staff, not to mention sponsoring that course because the NHS can't afford these things, When you do a lot of great things yet nobody appreciates them, but when you make one little mistake, you get punished for it. All of this makes you feel of no value, then you loose your job satisfaction.
Another contributing factor is that I learned a lot and gained a lot of skills to get where I am now, yet there is a lot more to be learned, but at this point, learning is only for my own amusment, since this extra knowledge is used by the doctors to treat patients as part of their daily job, i.e, I would be steping into doctors teritory if I would want to make use of this extra knowledge and make big decisions. I want to have more power, more say in matters, do things and say that I did them, not feel like I have a secondary role in a team.
They say there is a future for supplimentary prescribing, pharmacist lead clinics and consultant pharmacists. Please don't believe this nonsense, it may sound good on paper and would be great in reality if pharmacists were given unresricted freedom, but in real life, supplimentary prescribing means you can prescribe Lactulose and Paracetamol without the need to chase a junior doctor for his signature, pharmacist lead clinics are just counseling sessions, they get repetitive and boring after a short while, just like counseling patients on wards or in community pharmacies but with a more structured approach. And don't even get me started on the consultant pharmacist posts, they say there will be more posts in the future for this kind of job, but to get to this level, you need the apporval and training of a consultant doctor you work with, but can you remember the last consultant you met? they are all cocks, they are so full of themselves they do not accept any challange from anyone. Besides, even if they are nice people, they wouldn't have reached a consultant level if they didn't know a lot more than pharmacists in their fields of speciality. Effectively, these posts are just to allow experienced pharmacists to get a little bit more money out of the NHS for things they already do.
I have asked around some pharmacists, all are not satisfied with their jobs as hospital pharmacists except for a few who have families and like the security that their jobs offer them. I myself have worked in 5 other hospitals before qualifying, and heard the same complaints about work from other pharmacists. I have tried to find a job in big teaching hospitals in London, thinking maybe I could find more teaching opportunities to kill the pain, but it is very competitive, the job I want is very rare in these hospitals, and this would not change the fact that I would still be working for the NHS.
Anyway, this is not my point, my point is that I can not see myself continuing my career in the NHS forever, I am not interested in industrial pharmacy, community pharmacy, marketing, or finance. I would like to use my clinical skills and knowledge in some other way.
Can anyone make a suggestion?
I've been qualified for the past two and a half years, and I've been working for the same hospital ever since as a pharmacist, did my band 6 rotation and was promoted last october to a senior rotational pharmacist role, band 7, that is. I've done both the pharmacy practice certificate and diploma, and now I'm working in the field that I always wanted to work in - oncology.
All this may sound perferct, but let me tell you something, I am so miserable in my life, I find it hard to love my job, everyday is like the same day before, the future looks like the british weather and sometimes I even think there is no future, unless I do something about it.
you see, before I reached my current post, I was sedated by the aspects of persuing a goal in my career, and the learning process played a large role in keeping me happy. Now that i have reached my destination, I have hit a brick wall. Don't get me wrong, oncology pharmacy is a good career, but it is working for the NHS that kills me.
They say that to enjoy life, you should enjoy the little things in it. It is the exact opposite in the NHS, it's the litte things that make my job so distasteful. You will know what I mean when you try to do something creative and fresh then get hit by a wall of bureaucracy, when you try to book an educational course and your boss refuses even to give you the time off because of the shortage in staff, not to mention sponsoring that course because the NHS can't afford these things, When you do a lot of great things yet nobody appreciates them, but when you make one little mistake, you get punished for it. All of this makes you feel of no value, then you loose your job satisfaction.
Another contributing factor is that I learned a lot and gained a lot of skills to get where I am now, yet there is a lot more to be learned, but at this point, learning is only for my own amusment, since this extra knowledge is used by the doctors to treat patients as part of their daily job, i.e, I would be steping into doctors teritory if I would want to make use of this extra knowledge and make big decisions. I want to have more power, more say in matters, do things and say that I did them, not feel like I have a secondary role in a team.
They say there is a future for supplimentary prescribing, pharmacist lead clinics and consultant pharmacists. Please don't believe this nonsense, it may sound good on paper and would be great in reality if pharmacists were given unresricted freedom, but in real life, supplimentary prescribing means you can prescribe Lactulose and Paracetamol without the need to chase a junior doctor for his signature, pharmacist lead clinics are just counseling sessions, they get repetitive and boring after a short while, just like counseling patients on wards or in community pharmacies but with a more structured approach. And don't even get me started on the consultant pharmacist posts, they say there will be more posts in the future for this kind of job, but to get to this level, you need the apporval and training of a consultant doctor you work with, but can you remember the last consultant you met? they are all cocks, they are so full of themselves they do not accept any challange from anyone. Besides, even if they are nice people, they wouldn't have reached a consultant level if they didn't know a lot more than pharmacists in their fields of speciality. Effectively, these posts are just to allow experienced pharmacists to get a little bit more money out of the NHS for things they already do.
I have asked around some pharmacists, all are not satisfied with their jobs as hospital pharmacists except for a few who have families and like the security that their jobs offer them. I myself have worked in 5 other hospitals before qualifying, and heard the same complaints about work from other pharmacists. I have tried to find a job in big teaching hospitals in London, thinking maybe I could find more teaching opportunities to kill the pain, but it is very competitive, the job I want is very rare in these hospitals, and this would not change the fact that I would still be working for the NHS.
Anyway, this is not my point, my point is that I can not see myself continuing my career in the NHS forever, I am not interested in industrial pharmacy, community pharmacy, marketing, or finance. I would like to use my clinical skills and knowledge in some other way.
Can anyone make a suggestion?
and God damn we are that good
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